John I would just trust what spirit are showing you and don't get to hung up on the how .

it sounds like you are doing a great job ,  and able to pass on love from the other side xx

Thank you much, i just feel so far behind other people, i mean as in the knowledge side of things, i have been told it all comes naturally and at a time when its meant to come. So yeah i am just going with the flow, its just so overwhelming, i cry i laugh its all a roller coaster x

Welcome to the club John.  ???? We have all felt that way at one time or another, and it continues.  You will find support here, and no question is silly or stupid.  This is why Julian created this site so we can all encourage and support each other.  Enjoy the journey and like Sheena said, "Don't get hung up on the how."  Let it flow!  Embrace your uniqueness!  You have the gift! ???? 

Thank you so much, i have now been approved as a reader.

Its possibly that your humility in not knowing how all this is happening and trusting in what is coming through with out expectation or reward is why it works for you so well.

Sometimes when you expect things to happen - and they don't, and you start to over analysis and wonder where you got wrong and loose that ability to trust, let go and let flow it can feel as if you're getting it 'wrong'.

I love that you are going with the flow, that you have been approved as a reader and its so exciting to see someone working so well with this. It warms my heart thinking of how many people you are helping and all the people and experience that have fallen in to place to get you here. Its beautiful to think and see that things work out, when you go with the flow of life. I love that I can hold on to this as an example of what can happen when you trust and go with life as you have. 

It gives me hope that things will be ok - I don't know how, but thats ok, thats part of going with the flow right.

Thank you so much for sharing John